God I hate that stuff. My mother suffered horribly when she was dying of cancer. Writhing and whimpering in pain and confusion. I told one person that I wish I could have put her out of her misery. This person replied that I shouldn't do that because god wasn't done with her. Maybe god was protecting her. So god is torturing my mom for his own unfathomable reason that we cannot know. God is working thru her pain to teach her or her family somthing? I actually controlled myself, probably just too tired on death watch to scream at her, "It's god, why can't he do this up in heaven?"
Another person asked if I really knew my mother was suffering. As if a person in agony and suffering from mental distress at her predicament was faking it or if god had magically taken her pain and just left behind the signs of said pain. Im still mad at this person. However Im still civil and working towards forgiving her because her partner is my best friend.
I don't think that people even realize how cruel their god is and how their delusion makes them culpable in the emotional cruelty set down inthe bible and it's institutions. I stil feel sick to my stomach over everything that went on when my mom was dying.