I have at last realized that I am getting nowhere by trying to believe in something that simply does not compute with me.
I have been to support groups and communities online and face to face and have run into a persistent issue: "Jencarlene, do you believe in God and will you ask God to help you/save you/forgive you...etc."?
I have said no and they don't want to have anything to do with me.
Someone suggested this site and I am glad to be here.
I am finally coming out as an atheist.
I am finally losing my shame and shroud.
There is nothing wrong with me because I don 't believe and I know that now.
I need you guys.