Hello , I am 22 year old young man , I live in Afghanistan the most corrupted government , my parents are liberal and progressive , but because of the general atmosphere I became a fundamentalist muslim , but I started to think critically why are women not allowed to get educated , why is music forbidden , why do u have to starve yourself till sunset and gorge like a monster at iftar when it is claimed that u feel with the poor , why is masturbtion and pre-marital sex wrong ? Which is the right religion ? Why is dating prohibited? So I came into conclusion that God doesn't exists. It really sucks here in Afghanistan I want to run away from the taliban , the US army , and the religious extremism , I have a study visa to Germany to continue my masters degree in Physics and I hope I can become a German citizen and my home will become a secular democratic country.