I understand your feelings. I was ostracized by my Catholic family because I didn't take communion at my parents' funerals (I was good enough to be a pallbearer, though).
A little story. I was in my pharmacy waiting for a prescription last Summer. The weather was unbearably hot and another customer said that she was praying for some cooler weather. One of the pharmacists was an Indian (from India). He responded to the room: "We have three gods. I wonder which one I should pray to?" I laughed but there were a couple of people whose eyes got big and didn't laugh.
Welcome to the real world.
it's alright then..as long as we know that we are truly human without delusion we will stay at the good side..people who have gods used to be boastful and unlawful..take care!