I sent on a coffee date monday morning. It lasted for two hours, and the woman I was with was funny, idealistic, assertive, compassionate, met every benchmark for what I was looking for in a woman, other than being irreligious. Even so, I find that, really, I'm not sure I cared.
I got the feeling I was only there because of some obligation to some sociological hegemony that I'm not really a part of and don't really care for. I wonder, am I supposed to be dating? I find women attractive, but all the same, I wonder why I felt apathetic about a date who had characteristics I was looking for. I guess I might be looking for the wrong things, like I think I want someone with X, Y, Z characteristics, but I really need A, B, C, instead. I dunno it's just weird. Anyone else ever have dates like this?