Well I really screwed the pooch this semester at college. I only had two classes, which I'm starting to think was my downfall. When I'm taking more than three classes I have less incentive to slack off so I get my work done sooner, but with just two and not spending very many days at school I slacked off too much and bit the dust.
I'm not terribly concerned. I accepted a long time ago that there are some things I'm just going to have to take it slow with, like school, but the HATRED, the self-HATRED is what gets me. I'm really smart. I wish I was better at showing it.
PS - This is why I haven't been around much since the group started. It's hard to run a group on ADHD when I hate having it so much myself. (Most of the time I'm fine with the way I am but... argh, sometimes...)