I moved from the USA to Israeli 10 years ago (aka "made aliyah"). I did so because I met a lovely divorced Israeli woman who had 4 children at a conference in Florida, and we remained in contact over a couple of years and saw each other at similar computer conferences, and we married. I was religous then, but didn't move there because of religious reasons, but for love.
And we still love one another. I, obviously, stopped believing in a God, but, as far as my wife is concerned, I am just an apikoris (heretical without being a non-believer). So I encourage that viewpoint. I live in an Orthodox "settlement" (aka "the suburbs") and so "coming out" would be a bit of a problem, but the guys I hang around with, the daf yomi, those who ask me for a d'var torah, etc, are used to my apikorsim views. It has taken me some time to get the subtle hint when I have crossed the line, from time to time, in my conversations.
I use that prolog to say that I do not believe that there is a divine right for the Jews to own the land. I do, however, believe in colonization of the land, in the same spirit that just about every other land was colonized. In the beginning there was an honest interchange. Jews bought land from Arabs or cultivated land that the Arabs never wanted (you woldn't think that you could get malaria here, but at one time, you could). Then mass aliyah begins. The Arabs from Jordan, Lebanon, and Egypt come in. The game of "who can settle the most and the best" is in full swing. And had that been left like that, all would have been ok.
And then the assholes start to arrive. The religious ones. And the muftis declare that it is a capital offence to sell land to a Jew. The Jews demand their religious inheritance and the muslims want theirs. And now, there is no longer an honest interaction or conversation going on. Because Islam can play victimhood much better (how, I don't know), and people love to support the underdog, the world has taken sides. When a big section of land was given to them, and the Jordanians massacred many thouands of these Arab settlers in order to take it and call it "Trans-Jordan", the world was silent. And while many of these survived and still dwell in tent cities in that same area (aka "Jordan"), and awaiting for the world to help, they are still ignored.
But somehow, it became an Israeli issue. It is certain to me that one day, a line will have to be drawn, and it will be announced "Ok, Arabs to the right, and everyone else to the left of the line". And while the lie of the "settlement issue" keeps going on, after all, once the line is drawn, you have to move, so what's the big deal if people are building. Get the final line drawn and move along, people are still taking sides. And oh, yeah, Obama arrives today. I am *NOT* going to drive into that giant parking lot known as Jerusalem with all of his special security. No way!
Despite all of this, with one step son having left active military service and another planning to start next year (hesder program), I would prefer that we have no enemies. And I would prefer that the world sees the conflict with a bit of clarity: you have Hamas fighting Fatah, making Abbas a persona-non-grate with no power, and each one flexing muscles at the other. And until the gang war is taken care of, there is a problem with any negotiations - you cannot negotiate with Fatah since those sided with Hamas will not accept any agreement, and negotiating with Hamas is not an option.
Did I mention that I love living here? :D
While the rest of that is background, you have the beauty of the land, the Israeli culture of looking for some "body" of water (mayaan) to splash around in (often an ancient pool), the food, the music, the very typical Israeli personalities (a readiness to fight and hug), and the politics. Oh yeah, while we may deny it, where else in the world do you have more than 36 political parties! We love parties! :D And I love my wife and step children (who are VERY Israeli, and are so cute with their occasional broken English), and their children (being a grandparetn is more fun than parenting).
Anyhow, hugs to all from this israeli americai!
Speaking of self-loathing Jews, here is a video with Shmuely Boteach (narcissist extroadinaire) debating Sam Harris on the existance of God.
I so wish this guy would just finally convert to Christianity and stop being such an embarassment!
I don't know why some people gravitate to religion and others don't get it. Easy answers, social cohesion, fear of death are my suggested hypotheses. Just park your brain at the door.
Judaism, in addition, is what I call a high-input/low-output faith: MUCH ritual, little talk of posthumous reward or punishment. So why bother? Rabbis have concocted volumes of BS answers.
It's truly a religion for the obsessive-compulsive. Even moderately Orthodox, as I'm sure you know, are fanatic about their stupid Sabbath, refusing to do even practical things like drive or make phone calls. The Torah calls only for abstention from work: if you're an accountant, don't do accounting.
Although ethnically Jewish (my grandmother's Yiddish accent would make my name come out "Challen") and duly bar mitzvah'd (Adelphia Hotel, Phila.) and having attended my share of Seders and High Holiday services, I was delighted to put it all behind me after high school. I was 12 when they put "under God" in the pledge. I said, "I'm never saying that" -- and never did.
In the early 80s I joined the founding congregation of Humanistic Judaism, under the brilliant Rabbi Sherwin Wine, and from my studies of Jewish history (the Torah is not it), I learned to view my heritage with more pride. Yes, I hated that the rabbis counseled passivity in the face of persecution, but there were heroic Jewish fighters -- and athletes too.
Eventually, I gravitated towards a purer humanism/skepticism. Why burden myself with what other Jews have or have not done? I'm not them. I learned a little about hand-to-hand combat, so I'll never be bullied - never have. I left the Jew-saturated North Shore of Chicago to move to rural New Hamphire.
Jews are few and far between, and I can't say I miss it. Just because I have contempt for fur-hatted idots bobbing up and down, their side-curls flying...or for passive sheep that almost never fought back...or just because I'm proud to see what Jews have done in Israel (they have to have a homeland, after all)...doesn't make me a self-hating Jew.
I am an individual human being. I'm a man, an atheist, a husband, a musician, a writer...and somewhere out there, culturally and genetically Jewish. That's it. Hope that helps.