So my names Sam, Im 20 yrs old born and raised in Michigan-and very cold. I recently became active with my atheism but I feel like I was always an atheist. Looking back on my childhood I realize since I was 5 I thought Santa, the easter bunny, jesus and God were the same type of thing-Not real but something people like to look forward to. Anyways I was single about Two months ago and I started looking for a relationship with another atheist because I have had some bad run ins with religious men. But I started dating this Catholic guy -I was introduced to him through a friend at work-cuz I damn sure didnt find him at Sunday mass :) He is actually awesome-we never fight he really respects that im an atheist/satanist, I dont mind that he goes to church on Sundays, we have alot of fun together and I see it going long term. I know-im shocked too WTF! But sadly something just tells me that im not going to be truly happy until I find someone I can share my true feelings with without having to feel some sort of guilt about being such the snappy atheist that I am. Im hoping he makes me so happy that I dont feel that emptiness, because finding an attractive, smart, responsible, sensual guy is hard enough-add atheist to that and it seems impossible. LOL who knows. Talk to me people let me know whats up with your relationships-thats what this group is for-venting and what not.