Wow, were you actually raised as a Wiccan? Not too many of them running around.
I took a brief glance at Paganism, in my late teens, but I never found anything there that I could take any more seriously than anything in Christianity. Honestly, I think I mostly picked it up to annoy my mother. Atheism didn't really mean anything to her, at the time, but I knew Paganism would disturb her.
That got old after a while, and I reverted to my basic atheistic state ... not that I ever had any kind of even vaguely belief in a deity, while I was examining Paganism.