Guten tag and hi, Hilda. Welcome to the site of the really rational people of the world.
Atheist Nexus has thousands of bright freethinkers like you who recognise religion for the superstitious farce and human tragedy that it is---and that gods exist only as fictions inside people's heads.
Terry Meaden (also 60+ and retired)
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