Hi Kristy, it's nice to meet you! I used to be Old Order Amish (the rest of my family still is). It's good to know that we're not completely alone. Through my blog at xamishatheist.wordpress.com, I've met a small handful (4 or 5) other ex-Amish atheists.
Welcome to this world of rationality, truth and peace, where common sense and science lead to freethinking wisdom --- as you found out in becoming a non believer and freethinker like us.
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