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Hmm, Catholic in Utah? Wacky. Or did you move to Utah when you were older?
I took a short stop along the way to atheism by checking out some of the Pagan religions, myself. There was never anything in them that I could take seriously either, though, so I eventually just threw out the whole concept of religion and was done with it.