Well done to make the difficult escape. You probably have a very good story you could tell us one day.
Welcome to this splendid site and its bright people like you who can now recognise religion for what it is---a giant fraud, and gods mere fictions inside the heads of unknowing believers.
Terry Meaden originator of the busy discussion group
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