So sorry to hear of the bible-belt pressures upon you. It is not a real world, but a bogus world of make-believe.
So welcome to Atheist Nexus and the real world of common sense into which you can escape.
No dogma here. No bigotry. No doctrines.
founder of the group
"ORIGINS: Universe, Life, Humankind, Darwin..." This very busy group has fine discussion, good writing, about 90 science video clips including evolution), and seeks to understand the mysteries of the universe and how life and everything began.