"Julia Sweeney talks about something like this in "Letting Go Of God". She also didn't lose all her beliefs and spiritual feelings at once. They kind of peeled away gradually. Definitely check out her work if you haven't already.…"
"I'm also one of the lucky ones with university-based access. For others, the situation is bad, but getting better.
An increasing number of journals are open-access -- either immediately, or a year or so after publication. And as you might…"