Your profile statement, "Most days I feel liberated, but I feel that I have lost much of myself" is so far removed from how I feel that I hope you do find yourself, your whole self. Your on an interesting path. Good luck!
Welcome to the "brave new world? Here's hoping you find much more than you lost.
However, I wonder why you feel that you have lost much of yourself? Do you miss believing that the myth is real or do you feel that you invested too much in the myth before learning that it's imaginary?