Welcome to the rationality and friendship of Atheist Nexus.
Terry Meaden (scientist, Oxford: of the "Origins" group which deals with evolution, biology, astronomy, cosmology, and the other sciences besides much commonsense in studying the Universe, Earth and Life origins).
There was so much pride in the 70s in Turkey that the country was secular and becoming more so. I hope that it's like the pendulum swing - after moving in a more religious direction, maybe it will swing back in a secular direction?
It's important to have friends and community who share your ideas. I hope that you have that, there. Atheist nexis has been helpful for me, even though it is more free here than where you live.