Azel Praer's Blog (31)


I find it hard to explain my self to people who do not know what an atheist is. I have bin called a devil worshiper a pagan the list goes on and on.  what gets me is the onslaught  of combative Beauvoir I'm meant with before I can even start to explain what an atheist is. is this a problem that most atheists have?  or is this just a small issue?  

Added by Azel Praer on February 18, 2013 at 1:17am — 6 Comments

long time

So how goes it everyone? good bad?  lots of new topics I see. 

Added by Azel Praer on February 15, 2013 at 5:28am — 6 Comments

the ability to wonder

we recently had a bit of a storm where i live, wind and a shit load of rain. it made the roads hellish and im sure that plenty of people had plenty of curses aimed towards the weather. but there is a amazing beauty to storms. how they form  how they act and the over all awe as to what they can do. when i look at the sky in the night and see all the beautiful stars that light up the skyline i think of how we are so small in the big picture of nature we climbed to the top of…


Added by Azel Praer on November 26, 2011 at 2:38am — 1 Comment

letting go of the past

so you have made a lot of changes in your life recently perhaps you just quit drinking or are moving maybe you decided to answer the door to every bible thumper  screaming im the the beast 666! nude. never the less you made something different happen and you like it. so how do you keep the past at bay and keep on your newly found path of happy na na ness. i believe that it is so vital keep people who you let go in the past and move on this can be anyone from exes to not so good friends, a lot… Continue

Added by Azel Praer on October 6, 2011 at 11:48pm — 1 Comment

you are in control of your emotions

I often here people say im man im pissed that person made me upset, they will go through out there whole day dwelling on how this person  put them in this state of mind hell i used to think like this as well and  then it came to me im in control after all these are  my emotions  and there for i can control them.  so the next time i came across someone who i did not care for i would acknowledge  that i did not care for them but would remind my self that it is up to me how i feel. over time i… Continue

Added by Azel Praer on September 21, 2011 at 11:07pm — 4 Comments

the ever winding road

so it has bin a bit sence i have done something on here and consider this my greeting back to  you all. i drank my self in to a fine stooper i have fallen THEN  i have gotten back up. so how does one know that they are ready for a change? that can feel it i men actually feel it. in your bones your skin hell even your vines. im ready to embark into the next chapter of my life so who will i have to leave behind? and who will have have to embrace on this new road?  i guess that is just up to me… Continue

Added by Azel Praer on September 1, 2011 at 5:43am — No Comments

embrace your inner child

when i look around my town someday's it feels like i do not belong here the air feels heavy, the sounds far to distant a siren can be heard just not to close. i want wings to fly away like i did when i was young  that wishful thinking that part of who you where as a kid i want it back so badly someday's and i know that there is this part of me that can understand this like a loveing parent the grown up aspect of my self will proverbially sit down with my inner child and listen to all her hopes… Continue

Added by Azel Praer on July 27, 2011 at 7:25am — No Comments


OK im going to start a video blog in September but address my anger and properly express my anger on what i had to here to day. but in the meantime this will do, so i was at the doctors office today and while i was in waiting room i head this old fart go on about how being gay is a choice and how god is the light, what was worse one of the staff was agreeing with this fucking loon funny thing he said he hanged out in lesbian chatrooms like most homophobic people he had a fascination with being… Continue

Added by Azel Praer on June 30, 2011 at 6:49pm — 2 Comments

rebuilding the essence

so with  in the past month i have had a good friend stop talking to me and we severed ties. went  up and down with drinking like some booze soaked roller coaster bin cyber stalked and moved to a new place. change is part of who we are. the very bases of life is to move forward(progress). my tolerance for dumb shit has gone down  which is good in my view and some sort of inner  power has bin unearthed with in me. i have seen asshole atheists know it alls and Christians who drone on… Continue

Added by Azel Praer on June 21, 2011 at 2:00am — No Comments

starting over part one

sometimes in life you just need a do over a reboot a start over you fall down on your ass things have gone to shit family and friends are no where to be found. so then its time to change things new town new apt new people to know and new vices to be made you are staring new and yes at first it is scary it so post to its new you my friend are out of your comport zone and your mind is freaking the fuck out embrace it ride out the jitters and know why you did the do over in the first place. you… Continue

Added by Azel Praer on June 8, 2011 at 3:11pm — 3 Comments

about board people in facebook "groups" and outer boardeline stalkers

so this is a little off topic of my other blog posts and to be honest is more a venting session. so on that note here we go. i have joined this "group" on facebook named god is a atheist over all people are intelligent and have some great points about religion and some people i even like despite not really knowing them. but this is is where the sad or creepy part comes in(i will let you dear reader be the judge) a couple of days ago i posted two pics on the "groups" thread that said proof that… Continue

Added by Azel Praer on May 27, 2011 at 8:35pm — 8 Comments

christen adds on this sight really?

as i type this i see add for a christen dating sight wow really? its like some inside joke. how would the Christians feel if we had adds on there web sight? its a little strange to me. kinda like the kkk asking the black panthers to join there little club. i know adds bring money but its a little like sleeping with the enemy. i might one day wish to buy a dodge but join a christen dating sight really? no thank you why?because im a atheist! is just is  little bit of a slap in the face that is all

Added by Azel Praer on May 23, 2011 at 1:17am — 10 Comments

if there is a gun then please give it to me

there is something going on in the air in america something that crackles hell you can almost smell it and its not the hog dog stands and bums on the corners of the side walks. anger is prevent its on bill boards its on t.v it even on enerydrink cans every enerydrink can looks move like it was spry painted by some tweeked out voto. there is defiantly more of a fuck you and you will like it attitude running about in america i love the u.s we have it over all very good here but when a best buy… Continue

Added by Azel Praer on May 21, 2011 at 12:20am — 8 Comments

the atheist- a

so i have bin seeming different versions of the atheist a all around boards about the net and i just have to ask why? is it because the Christians have the cross so is it like fuck you we have a symbol as well now? what is the point? to me it is like saying look at me im l im a atheist neener neener . i could be wrong and im willing to admit this but i would defiantly like to why there is a need for a symbol in the atheist community. maybe i do not get it? input is welcome

Added by Azel Praer on May 18, 2011 at 3:31am — 4 Comments

its all the same

most religionists have the same basic belief some great sky god fairy or(fairy's) made the sun and the mood they had offspring had was resurrected and had disciples. if you look up most religions they pretty much start out the same. so why do we tolerate this as free thinkers? i was talking with someone the outer day and we seem so jaded but we are not pulling together .its simple to debunk religion we have done it many times the proof is there. i can remember about eight years ago there was a… Continue

Added by Azel Praer on May 16, 2011 at 9:06pm — 2 Comments

of karma and intuition

so as a atheist do you feel inclined to step out of the box and believe that there is such a thing as karma ? or intuition? these really have no spiritual inclinations to them. i have came across a couple of atheists who prescribe to the law of karma because its in there view based on psychics. that intuition is instinct(which i tend to believe have intuition serve me well in the past) this in no ways means that im spiritual or think of a afterlife and i do not think that if you tell some of to… Continue

Added by Azel Praer on May 13, 2011 at 6:31pm — 12 Comments

the power of bad bad words

i often get amusement from hipper vigilant Christians when the almost drip dead when they here the word fuck but will say fudge or fanny god is substituted for gosh so cursing is ok as long as you talk like a child? are you not still intending to curse if you say something like fudge? i just find this a very funny and immature that the religionists do this silly game of trying to out wit god with word play. comments ?

Added by Azel Praer on May 10, 2011 at 8:31pm — 5 Comments

there is one step for us to take as athiests

we are far to removed from one anther as atheists it seems that we value Solitude   rather than meeting  as a group so why is this? or do i just no see it when we gather for causes? it just seems the religious have there churches there marches and  rally's  so where do we gather? and im not talking about on line im talking about face to face. do we feel that we need to be removed  from such   things like meetings or groups? so i would love to see us out more in force play the religious game  in… Continue

Added by Azel Praer on May 10, 2011 at 12:33am — 8 Comments

falling off the wagon

so my drinking issue it was gotten out of hand i gor drunk and fell off the wagon hiring every bump and stone on the road that the wagon was on. i have a hangover that feels like electrical pulses are being  fired off every five seconds. but this is the point in where you find a "higher" power right? god is to life me up and give me salvation no i do not have that luxury. this is simply me giving in to   predisposition a self disruptive vice. but a lesson was learned that i can not play around… Continue

Added by Azel Praer on May 6, 2011 at 5:08pm — 7 Comments

the way of life or for some a hell

i get concerned when children get forced into religion growing up there whole young lives under the gun of a brain washing and controlling sect. how come this is not considered child abuse? filling a young and growing mind not with thoughts of love and happiness but with images of fire and brim stone, being so controlled and thought fear by the very people who the kid looks up to for comport. why does religion get a pass in the child abuse department? how come people to not speak up more ? we… Continue

Added by Azel Praer on May 4, 2011 at 12:44am — 5 Comments



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