As the title suggests I searched for an atheist site to interact with like minded people.
My mam passed away last week at the age of 58, although my family aren't religious they believe that she's up there looking down on us, for me when I saw her take her last breathe I knew that that was it, she doesn't exist no more and all that is left is her memory. I mentioned that I didn't believe in the afterlife and my auntie said that I had no soul, a soul to me is just spiritual crap, to make people more at ease with dying.
It has hit me the hardest as I'm under no delusion that we'll met again.
For people reading this, if any, please give you loved ones your love x