In the two years since I was last here..
I have almost died.
Which sent me to the hospital for a few weeks.
Had my dog hit by a car the week I got out of the hospital.
She lost a leg.
After two years lost my home.
Had to give up said dog. That one still hurts.
Had to leave Oregon for California to live with family.
And now I live with my Dad and his fifth wife and they are Christian fundamentalist.
Depression wise I am doing well, but I have losing my mind as I have been preached to almost everyday for 6 months. If there is one thing I could do with out to make things okay is if I could stop being asked one question by the new step mom.
Would I pray for her if she was on her death bed?
Next time I know I am being called a bad person for saying no to such a thing and the argument goes on and on till I just have to walk away because she can never see how I can not believe in a god.