Thursday, 18 September, 2008 21:56
Nilknarf Daily Haiku
the shortening days...
energize my faint very soul
cool crisp autumn days.....
Yet another crappy night, and no walking for me today... in spite of the cheerful haiku, I'm feeling crappy.
Nothing specific, just the cough, and the sniffling, and a strong generalized malaise.
Poor Lana is feeling even worse... she called in sick today, something that she does about every six years or so....
It frustrates me to have friends sick and not be able to do anything to help them.
I am used to providing solutions, solving problems... that's the way my head works.
O'well, I have to admit both my inabilities and my mortality.
I don't know if I've mentioned this before, but fuck mortality.
So, I got up at 03:00 and went back to bed about 10:00, got to sleep around 11:00, I think, and woke up again at 12:30.
I did get to bed about 22:00 last night, though, and probably got to sleep before 23:00, so I got more sleep than I had the night before.
So I will probably get twelve hours tonight... adequate sleep every three days seems to be the current pattern.
Damn, I'm glad that I don't have to work a job into that schedule, heh.
The feeling of impending doom is getting to me, though.
I know that it's related to just not feeling good, but it's still kinda scary. Like when you wake up from a nightmare and then don't want to go back to sleep for fear that you'll have the same nightmare again? Yeah, I know everyone's done that.
In other news: my hair-cut(not) is driving me crazy.
I have a 3/8-inch fuzz on my head, and it keeps the sweat from dripping onto my neck temporarily... and itches like hell.
I need to just shave it off... but I fear the bloodletting, dammit.
Maybe I should just shave the head every four or five days....
Talked to JD for a while tonight, very enlightening conversation it was. I had talked to Tyler at length on Monday....
I love my boys, and I'm glad that they're doing well.
And I shall post this up and see if'n I can go to sleep.