Monday, 25 August, 2008 19:53
Nilknarf Daily Haiku
by love and understanding...
alone in sorrow.
Dammit, I need to remember to spell-check and edit every fucking entry....
And I forgot to mention in yesterdays' entry that it was Moms' ninty-first birthday. I miss her so much.....
I was awake at 03:00 today, got up at 03:15 and met the day.
Went out the motel that Cleata an Norm were staying at about 06:45... Cleata and I went over and had breakfast while Norm was getting ready.
Cleata - ElReta.... wonderful ladies.
They are on their way to the tourist place in Missouri, and this was about the half-way point... they got a late start yesterday.
Norm seemed to be a really nice guy, and it was great to see Cleata so happy with him, and happy in general.
So we got mostly all caught up, I could have talked to Cleata all day, but I knew that they had to get on the road....
The only other interesting thing about today... I started feeling really weird about 13:00.
And I have done some medication changes... and I think that's kicking my ass.
The main thing that I changed was the diabetic medication... and I'm not sweating nearly as much, so the medication was the root of that problem.
So my body has to get my electrolytes back in tune....
I don't really know how that works... well, there, I have admitted a failing.
I do know, though, that it's painful. Right now, most of my cells hurt.
Well, they don't really hurt, they are just... uncomfortable.
And that's how I feel right now... uncomfortable. Not really hurting, but just knowing that something is wrong, something has changed.
And I'm really missing seeing Lana... how can I get so attached so fast? Not that I mind, of course, heh.
Persistance is weird... of vision, of mindset, of death, of love...
Love. of course, is the most Persistant.
I like it that way.