Now that i am typing these words i don't feel good . because i had a quarrel with my mother a few minutes ago.
perhaps a quarrel is not a good topic to start a blog but i want to do this.
I rarely watch TV but my mum watches a lot. this noon she told me look this girl(in TV program ) wants to have right of divorce before marriage.(in Islam women can't divorce without their husbands' permission and that TV program wanted to denounce the girl's behaviour!) I replied every woman must have this right and this Islamic law is very ridiculous . then my dad said would you give this right to your future wife. I said yes of course but i won't give or promise any dowry (in Iran and other Islamic societies almost all women want a big dowry however in most cases they don't take it until they get divorced and it will remain just as an official promise) I added : "marriage is just a shared life with love for me and I don't give any shit to your Islamic rules" then my father told these are laws and rules of your society and people live with them and you won't succeed with these thoughts . I angrily replied "Fuck this society!!! Fuck its rules and laws and..."
my very religious mother wanted to defend her Islamic laws. at last I replied her "Mohammad and his Islam counts you as an animal . in the eyes of Islam and Mohammad all women are like their husbands' animals even less ...
then i returned to my room and opened Firefox and ...
I was very nervous in those moments but now I am a little regretful not for what I said but for making her sad.
i guess she has cried! :(
not related : if you mention me any grammatical or structural mistake I will thank you a lot.