Without God, there's no one to call upon. Without family or friends, I'm out here on my own. There's no comfort or relief in knowing someone's here for me even though I may feel alone. The truth is that I AM alone. Sometimes I think that my imaginary friend was very necessary to my sanity. Sure, it's easy for those with strong support groups to denounce God without much emotional turbulence. But it still feels lonely sometimes when that's all I ever had. Logic would no longer allow me to believe though. Now I just feel alone when the chips are down.