Ahhh i can't stand church... Yes, my parents still make me go. *sigh*. First I have to go to youth group. And what a bunch of hypocritical so-called christians! For the first 15 minutes or so, they talk about what they did over the weekend or whatever, (I sit through the whole thing silent) and they're complaining about this and that and I'm like hello? Your supposed to be christians or whatever and praying for the lord and not complaining or something? Idon't know..so anyways, then they'll talk about god or whatever like they don't even care and they just want to get it over with. And i've noticed some arrogance in which christians carry themselves, and its so .. i dont know the word for it but it makes me cringe. And then they bow their heads and pray, although i don't because im atheist, obviously, and i just sit there thinking about clouds or puppies or whatever is on my mind at that moment.
But then we have to go and sit in pews then stand right back up and sing songs. (I do not sing though) And people put their hands in the air like "oh lord your the best" and its lame and corny and cheesy and it just makes me want to go, are you kidding me? gosh i mean the songs are like stupid too. they're christian of course, i know that, but they're just ..ughblehpuke. It makes me want to go throw up.
I mean its like its all an act or whatever. Which I think it secretly is. And they say that "oh god touched them and the cancers gone!" God isn't the one that made cancer go away. These people are sooo dimwitted! They are taking in all this nonsense and not even thinking twice about it or questioning it. Where are the reliable sources behind all this? Its all nonsense I tell you! Complete and utter nonsense!