I really am a lucky woman.
After I posted on my blog last night, my beau Danny texted me. I bawled my eyes out and explained what was going on. He was compassionate and only recommended that I do one thing:
Go to Pandora's Aqarium. A member on AN suggested I do the same, but I wussed out until today.My hands trembled while I posted my introduction, making me think I wasn't ready just yet. But I pushed through. And I don't feel so lonely right now, just scared. I''ve never did the "I was a kid when some adult took my innocence" group so I have a feeling I will be doing a lot of self care.
I feel happy though, that there are people(who despite not knowing me really well) who are rooting for me. I'd break out my really bad japanese but I'll refuse so no one's ears start bleeding.
In other news: Natural peanut butter is a wonderful thing...except when it's made with oil. Then it just makes my stomach go "Lol Wut?" and I end up needing a gallon of water.
Also, whoever made lactaid needs to spend a day with me. I drink it...and I still get gassy WTF.
Did I talk about the flood in my state? I think i did..but here's the run down. I live in a state which has the mississippi run through it. Well, it decided to jump it's bounds and flood a lot of places. So while that crap went down, I stayed with the boyfriend and his family. Which was like walking onto a sitcom site. I ended up laughing so hard that I pulled a muscle so when I'd laugh it would be like "haha OW haha OW"
The main person who made me laugh was my boyfriend's nephew Justin. He's three, and isn't quite potty trained. But we still love him.
One day he ran out of the bathroom naked as a jaybird screaming "RAWR! I'm naked!!" and we all screamed "Naked baby!! AHH!!" which made him lose it. I almost thought he was going to do it again, but he thankfully did not.
While talking to me he said "May I have some milk please?" so I went to give him some. Something they didn't warn me about: he really likes milk.
And he thinks it's hilarious when he leaps and farts on someone. There is a picture on my phone of him sitting on his uncle's head while he's trying to sleep with a big cheesy grin. The text under it?
"Justin just farted on his uncle. Lol"
Oh, and he likes to scream. A lot. Which is okay unless I am trying to do a paper for class. Then it's like my cat screaming in my ear while I am trying to do my paper.
Let's see what else..I was put on two types of ADD meds, and one combo of anti-depressant and anti-anxiety med. It's working fine except my body thinks sleepy time is all the time. Damn you Zoloft!!
I have more to drone on about but I forgot to take my ADD meds and I JUST saw something shiny....