so it has bin a bit sence i have done something on here and consider this my greeting back to you all. i drank my self in to a fine stooper i have fallen THEN i have gotten back up. so how does one know that they are ready for a change? that can feel it i men actually feel it. in your bones your skin hell even your vines. im ready to embark into the next chapter of my life so who will i have to leave behind? and who will have have to embrace on this new road? i guess that is just up to me huh? well fuck it, it is. when you want something you have to act actually get up and move, not sit around and hope or want. a positive change takes action. so lets be honest with our self's change happens through action not wishing. keep this in mind my friends you want change act.