Hey just stopping by to say I really liked your profile description:
"It was one day, in which I prayed the hardest, then I realized, it wasn't god, the boogeyman, or any other outside source... it was myself. I had never taken advantage of the emotional freedom giving to me by existing as a living breathing creature. Ironically it was through prayer, I realized that god did not exist, and fate was decided on what you did next."
Are you sorry you asked the question about Jesus? I am about half way through a book entitled Zero. The first and second halves are about religion. Finally Charles Seife is getting to something meaningful. Boaring. His last book was pretty good.