Greetings, feralboy12! I notice you haven't been active at Atheist Nexus since March. <sigh> Sometimes it can seem a bit fragmented, with different groups for every interest. Please consider a group for socializing, where we talk about whatever's on our minds, Hang With Friends. :D You might feel more at home.
When i was your age, there used to be people telling me who i should and should not believe (I grew up in a very religious country). I eventually realized for myself that the people who were telling me what to do had nothing really substantial to offer.
The key is to be open to different ideas and learn to decide for yourself. Take your time and let no one dictate to you.