I think you had the nicest friend request ever. Thanks for adding me as well.
I haven't gone public with my atheism large scale, as I'd also like to keep my job a bit longer... not really like to... need to is more apt.
Haha, I see how that line could be read both ways. I don't read any music, unfortunately. I read literature like a bastard. I play music in more bands than I need to be in at once, both for hire and established. That's awesome that you have so many instruments at your disposal. We'll have to talk gear sometime!
Shlarg, I will accept your virtual hug and I send one back. I am getting to a calmer place now. I will be ok, this I know. I just become so resentful at the thought that I am having to go through "the process" YUCK I am not fond of being normal I guess I have enjoyed being the one that stands out from the norm.
Not as well as I had hoped for myself. Type A control freak here. Don't like that I can not shut off the thoughts that go through my mind. Struggeling to find myself. Not sure what to do, how to do it. I don't believe in the bible or god, however I believe in spiritual energy, reincarnation? rebirth? not really sure. Trying like heck to figure it all out. I have always felt that my mother that died when I was 6 sort of brings me piece of mind in troubled times, but I don't feel that my son is around, I don't get a sense of peace with him like I do with my mom. Not really sure what that means. Not really sure why my mind is spinning, and yet not faultering on heaven, god or the bible. Spiritual Atheist is the only thing I come to, but what does that mean? I don't know. Just feel a little lost right now.